revealed ;)

1. To the people who does have more than 500
friend’s, are you serious? Nobody in this universe
has that many friends…you’re stupid. Go kill
yourself.

2. If you’re ugly stop acting like you don’t know it.
The captions under you picture that says "top
model pose" doesn’t convince anybody. at least
you can work on your personality

3. Don’t ever post pictures and say "omg im so
ugly" because if you were, you wouldn’t post
them.
please put away the rod and reel cause your just
fishin for compliments.

4. Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don’t try to act hard with the keyboard…that’s so
sad. unless you actually physically beat someone
with the keyboard. then thats ironically hilarious.

5. If all your pictures look the same…don’t post
them all! Please put some variety in your pics.
Nobody wants to see your face 8 different ways. I
don’t care if its inverted, black and white, or faded
out. a face is a face is a face

6. Who really gives a rats ass if I don’t accept you
as a friend…MOVE ON. Don’t send me another
request or message asking "what’s up?" I don’t
want you as a friend or I just don’t care, that’s
what’s up!

7. LITTLE 10, 11, 12, years old who have
friendster and LOOK LIKE SLUTS, go somewhere
else because NOBODY wants you here except
pedophiles, and is that what you want. to be
raped? no you don’t so RUN RUN FAST!!

8. No one is really going to die in 6 days or have
bad relationships for 5 years if they don’t pass or
post
your
bulletin on. so stop saying that!

9. If you have decided to read this, You are a true
Friendster Friend. Real friends read their bulletins.

10. It serves to eliminate people who are
desperately trying to add "friends" like it’s a
popularity contest in high school. Good riddance!

If only we live in an ideal world, where the people who actually deserve to be loved whole-heartedly would just end up with other people who deserve the same. And yet it seems that it’s always the great, considerate, smart, charming guy who ends up with the girl who doesn’t appreciate him. OR the witty, pretty, sweet, and wonderful girl who ends up with the guy who takes her for granted.

Love doesn’t make a person blind. The way I perceive it, they realize what they’ve gotten themselves into from the beginning.. it’s the getting out and letting go that’s the hard part. We have all made decisions in the past that we later consider "mistakes" and yet at the time, they seem the most reasonable.. to follow your heart and simply love for love’s sake.

We could easily love and leave and choose those who loves us as easily as we could do the rain dance to control the weather. It’s a figment of our imagination. Although I believe that when logic and reason is applied to certain situations and relationship red flags are present whichever way you turn.. it’s time to weigh out your options.

Is it worth it all in the end? Or am I walking straight into a dead end? It’s easy to assess when you’re not the one involved and yet it’s always so difficult to just leave it all behind and forget it ever happened, isn’t it? The sad fate of those who love and isn’t love in returned.

funny how mind works. after quite a spell of feeling pretty good about myself and the window into my own heart, suddenly this enormous feeling of close despair hits me again. i don’t know for how long. everything around me suddenly seemed too much, nothing was lovable or nurturing or wholesome. even the words that i attempted to wrangle into some kind of meaningful dialogue about the world seemed to be just blah.. beetle browed grumbles about anything and everything. worrying and seething over things happening all together. its draining all my energy.